Nothing Good to Say

I've always thought I have a lot of things to smile about. Today, however, I don't want to smile. I wonder whether the joy I feel is just my perspective of a situation on the day.

I'm so angry that my jaw hurts. I'd love to not think at all and just blame the world for deceiving me but in truth I know the only one I have to blame is myself for shutting out what I didn't want to see.

Why is that so clear now? Because I've been here before. And obviously haven't learned a thing.